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28th May'04

ok .. finallie i get to use e comp .. y? cuz mi brothers n me r fighting over tis one n onlie comp , wait, itz not actuallie we haf one comp , we haf laptop too , but its juz to slow lah =PpP

Mon

had sum celebration thing in ava rm instead of chapel ..den dey make us play sum games , den dey flash e topic of finding e person wif e biggest mole .. omg!! i got sabo-ed by yiwen n minyi .. so paiseh to go out .. eugenie went out 1st .. but den dey sae mi mole is e biggest , so i win!! hahax .. if ani of u wanna where mi mole is located at , let me tell u .. itz at a statigicallie at an obvious place .. itz mouth!! hahax =PpPp lol! but half thru .. a butch came in called me n a few out to tolk to us .. after she dismissed e rest , she turned n told to stay back cuz she wanna tolk to me .. ok , heard sum devastating neews .. irritatin .. eversince i feel more disgusted wif her .. haf been usin mi tongue to counter every word she sae durin class ..


thur

had cross country todae .. woke up kinda earlie (0550), which is lyk so rare .. bathed n sang e last thing on mi mind song by ronan keating n lean rimes song , e lyrics r found at e side .. when i went into mi room n change , i switched on e radio n it so happenedly played e song on perfect 10 .. hahax .. so happie to hear it :) fated for e song ?!thot tat i wuld c mi pri skool fren at e bus stop, but i didnt ok.. nvm.. went to tp to meet mi dear yuting n jingyee (e 1 frm pels) i was late for lyk .. 5min? ya did apologize to em..saw sherleen on e bus , she oso went to meet hannah n fren.. k , took 157 to mac ritchie .. stoopid jingyee argued wif me on e bus n sae tat we neednt cross e rd to reach .. but i said we need to cross e overhead .. n we carried on till we reach e place ... n she lost , i win ! tata! lols .. ok den we go n report to ms chng 1st ..

ok , me n jingyee helped mrs tham n ms yeo to arrange e meadals n trophies wif merissa n kangwei? kinda fun lah ! when we heard tat dey r goin to sing e national anthem , we quickly zao !! hahax .. dunwan to sing mah ..we walked until e startin pnt n went back to e assembling pnt n we helped ourselves to e milo n we went walking ard .. so sian..den when sec 2 gals hafta report to dorothy tay .. we went dere to ... cuz we doin rear runnin.. for those of u dunnoe watz rear ruinnin .. itz actuallie in charge of being wif e last ones frm each level , muz stay behind em .. well , kinda slack lah =P when dorothy tay ask me to hold e loud speaker , i played wif it n tolked to our dear jingyee thru it .. when i said her name , e words were 'magnified 'sumhow ?! hahax .. den i used mi fingers to poke at e speaking area .. kana said by dorothy ok .. nvm .. so playful ..when e sec 2 gals r ready we led em to e startin point dere .. down dere so jam lor ,stil got sec1 gals n sec2 bois .. when it was our turn, we had to lead warm ups .. i like half past six one .. kinda stressed as i had onlie lead in class before .. n tis time it was e sec 2 s , a big bunch of them .. but i did it ! yay :) nxt , we shifted our butts to alsagoff , she was askin e same old qns like 'is anione feeling unwell ?' ok .. later she said if anione falls down , look for e pels behind you k ?? den she asked me n jing wheter we got bring fone ? we sae no, den kana scolding frm her .. scared tat sumthing will happen durin e run ..
i tried to look for ppl to borrow fone frm .. ahaha , den i saw esther come .. den i borrowed frm her .. but she dun haf alsa's no . den sumhow e run goin to start ler .. muz hurry , den she go n ask ms lim shu yen for e no .. when she type finish , e run juz starteed .. heng sia .. but she saved it as 'mi' in e fone bk .. lol ... thank you , esther .. ran for onlie a while .. sum sec 2 gals wait until dey go inside forest den walk .. if i'm not rong i told e 4 gals in front of me to slowly walk too .. i'm a pel n yet i told em to slack ?? erm??!! wah reallie veri slack .. den walk n walk until we reached e road .. saw joel n kangwei walkin behind tis sec 2 boi boi .. den we tolked for awhile.. den walked n slacked on mi own cuz jing hafta walk wif e sec1 gal frm sjab ..
i thin she falled or wat .. so i keep followin e 4 gals .. until dey reach back safe n sound .. hahax .. finallie reach ler .. after dear jing reached e assembling pnt .. slacked ard until ms chng called to carry e trash bag ard n pick up litters of ask ppl throw litters .. ok , we went here went dere .. saw him sittin beside e milo truckie .. actuallie quite fun to do duty one lah .. but those
sec 1s n 2s so inconsiderate .. littered all ard n expect deir seniors to help em clear up .. grr .. ok , we swang e baggie to n fro .. so fun.. n by accident we walked to e milo truckie area .. n he was bout to throw e cup .. den i wanted to siam but den too late ler .. we were dere .. luckily he throw inside e dump , not into our trash bag :) reallie damm sui , den i scold jing .. sayin tat here got rubbish dump .. let dem throw deir own lah .. we do dutie until got rain n when santa told every1 to assemble prop.. den ms chng said tat we did a gd job .. keep it up :) at least we got to touch e medals n trophies which manie ppl didnt haf e chance to .. lols

after cross country , went out wif gen n wen to seoul garden in orchard .. 1st time goin dere .. didnt lyk e food dere , nxt time wun spend mi money .. so ex , rather haf pizza hut .. tatz betta .. it rox !! despite e food .. we got lotsa fun n haf our share of fryin e food chao ta too!! tis is probably 1 of e most happie days
in e midst of mi glommy days .. too manie things happened to me ..
n yet i can still act lyk i havent been hurt .. itz no pnt feelin sad or wat .. life still goes on rite ??



todae


got back mi shitty report bk .. full of shitty results .. wif mi shitty expressions .. stoopid samuel tan lifted n peeked at zhuangyan's skirt .. stoopid pervert .. zhuangyan was so furious tat she kicked him n slapped him .. he deserves .. peeping tom !! he omos chased me when i said peeping tom in front of him loudly .. but i'm not scared n put on tat look tat i'm not scared of him .. catch me if u can ?! huh? den he dun care .. den kangwei started e flipping of report bks which causes an irritatin noise , den wen started doin too ... so me , wan mi revenge to .. so i tried to do tat to kangwei .. it wasnt sucessful .. shall try it on him till skool reopen :) den chua suddenly scold ppl .. den sae joshua flip e report bk too noisy ler .. scold until so jia lat .. den he started scolding us for our shitty results .. oh ya earlie in e morn.. e clip frm mi bag which surpports it gave way n broke .. tatz y mi bag like spoilt spoilt one todae .. veri hard to carrie ... so sui ..


finallie i get to sae wat i wanna sae ... whoa .. tis is quite a long one !! tata!!

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21th May'04

i feel so weak at times .. dunnoe watz happenin to me .. sumtimes i myb happie n joyful as i seem , but deep down in mi heart .. i'm not like .. i'm no longer e same old me again , but a different me .. Lord , help me to find true meanin in you .. i'm not happie wif sum of mi results .. cuz i did studie for sum n didnt studie for e otheres ... for example ... chem, i did studie n yet i fail .. n Lord i feel tat sumtimes life is not fair , ppl reallie do not deserve wat dey get , while others hu reallie deserve it got sumthin betta den sum1 hu doesnt deserve it .. life is reallie so funnie .in life , dere will be itz ups n downs .. in life ,sumthin special can happen to u n sumthin unfortunate may happen to you .. myb itz juz God's will for us all .. things may not seem well as it shuld be
so juz dun give up !

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21th May'04

fridae!!! e end of e sch week!! yippie!!! weekend's comin!!! ----->typed by amanda ^_^ hahax ... we r in e skool library now wif yiwen too n gen , but shes gone .. hahax ... quite long nv update ler .. so i shall sae wat happen to me these few daez .. got quite pissed wif a bunch of teachers too .. yep...


wed

ok , i got back mi chem marks .. i failed by 1.5 .. n dere was a qn where it was 2 marks n i was onlie awarded 1/2 mark when e ans is correct !! but tat weirdo wif frizzy hair said tat mi sentence structure got prob .. n e qn goes like tat .. how manie protons , neutrons n electrons r dere in a magnesium atom ?? e ans is 12 protons , 12 electrons , 12 electrons .. n mi ans is lyk .. there are 12 protons , electrons n neutrons each... n tat butch refused me mi marks which is enuff for me to pass .. wth!! so pissssseeed off .. n i argued wif her n she sumsort of ask me for mi name .. n she recalled it n said mi name sacacsticallie .. ok , fine .. so i walked off wifout sayin anithin n showed her tat i wasnt reallie happie .. oh gawd ! did she fail her english in e 1st place ??

thurs

oh ya .. can remember .. durin chem lesson , i suan e weirdo again ..i bet tat yuting cant stand me .. when e feak said sumthin like 'i dunnoe whether i'm teaching u all nxt yr again" ok i said sumthin like 'i hope not' well .. yiwen said tat i sae so loud n mos prob tat agnes ong heard it .. itz alrite ..i dun gif a damm.. durin el .. we went comp lab again to finish e el project ....so yiwen n me finish ler , n we were allowed to surf e web .. den i went to windows media player to search for songs ..den suddenly tan ek meng juz sae 'magdalene , where u at now ? 'den i said ' windows media player' den i sae 'is dere anythin rong ?' den he was lyk, uh.. i dunnoe ... i cant describe it ..pissed .. probably .. since hes so sacarstic .. he'll pay back for his own coin ... reallie tried to control miself frm goin overboard .. let me sae one thing tat is true . ok .. teachers aint no tolerate me .. get me ?? i pray tat God will like help me not to be so bad lah .. ok ..after his lesson .. twas assemblie.. we were made to sing e skool song one more time for e 1st stanzard cuz alsa culdnt hear us n tan ek meng was givin tat idiotic smirk .. urgh!! cannot tahan !! ok .. den afterwards yiwen go up n collect her long jump award .. congrats ! den yiwen , yuting n me went to canteen to haf lucheon .. den saw him .. sittin at e table on e opp .. ok .. sumthin funnie happen .. after lunch .. we went back to class n i did sumthin reallie nuttie n we crapped dere .. n got molested on mi butt .. thankx to dear yiwen! den we went home todae ..

Title: sad n literallie pissed of by some bi**h

19th May'04

ok letmme tolk bout tuesdae 1st .. todae , we had post exams activites .. had netball match . ok , sirkett got 3rd .. although we were quite disappointd lah .. itz alrite .. galz , we did our best lah !! at 1st , when we heard tat lee hse was our 1st opponent , i was so damm scared n deir GA was sum1 frm e netball team .. cuz i playin GD mah .. but den i so disappointd wif miself tat i didnt do well in defendin , cuz i'm weak at it .. ok durin half time ,took a rest den sharon take over me .. durin 2nd match .. i was put in GS .. oso not sae veri gd for me .. i cannot shoot well lah .. den 3rd match .. i was asked to do WD .. yay i luv it .. it suits me .. at least i played much much betta in dere .. i thin mi captain kinda pek chek when she see me not performin up to standard , so each match , she keep changing mi poaition until i'm suited wif it .. thankew so much if u happen to see tat.. WD is much betta lor .. hahax ..i cannot remember anithin ler ...

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16th May'04

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MUMMIE!!



mummie's burfdae was yesterdae .. celebrated it at grandma's hse .. ok she omos cried on her big dae n its all thanks to like , grandma .. she reallie culdnt shut her gap .. its not i meant to be rude lah .. itz yr daughter's burfdae rite ?? so dun sae anithin more to irritate her lah .. doodoodoodoodoodoodoo....ok ..n guess wat mi 2 brothers n i gave mi mum ?? an angpow .. feel like so adult .. hahax ..

tata .. lets begin wif todae ..ok .. went church like iin e mornin..listn to message.. roughly get e idea wat e pastor's preaching ..after church ,went to cck to eat .. cuz of kor .. sae need go bukit panjang for meeting den we go dere and eat also .. if not we eat at s11 .. luckily kor sae go cck .. if not every sundae eat at almos e same area .. pathecticallie in jurong .. *sigh*

den come home .. listn to radio .. as usual , perfect 10 .. it simply rulz .. juz in time for top 20 countdown cuz i miss e earlier portion durin yesterdaenite ...as i haf said .. i'm so slack .. in holidae mood again.. nobodie can force me to studie .. we'll see how i'm gonna fall ..hahax ..omg... cursing miself .. of course lah .. if u dun studie , how can u expect to pass rite ?? ya .. thin i'll mug later at nite .. mummie noe tat i got poa tml n she like nv scold me for listnin to e radio .. ok .. mich called me to ask bout poa .. told her tat i didnt noe bout trading , profit n loss acct .. n tatz exactly wat she didnt noe too .. n speakin bout poa .. mi class is juz so weird .. every 1 juz simply dunnoe wat mrs tang has said durin lesson time n dey juz didnt bother to ask .. but ..when it comes to exams .. itz juz so different.. every1 will be getting higher marks den me eventhough dey were juz like me last time , not knowin anithin ..itz alwaez like .. itz not fair .. now mummie , dad n kor went out to visit grannie ( not e 1 hu made mummie cry ..)so dey will not be back so soon ..


to mi** - all e best n i'll miss ya so muchie


listnin - all the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
‘Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

Title: -slacker-

12th May'04

was woken up by mummie before goin to work ..woke up quite eh earlie n not surprising to c tat none or in fact one is online ..
den listn to mornin madness .. oh before tat , i wrote in an email to tell jean danker about my dedication .. ok , tis is wat i rote

hey Jean , can u play tata young's i believe pls ?? yeah i like tat song . tis song is going out to mi frenz - yiwen , gen , mich n all mi frenz as well as to sumone s****l .. if anione of ya happens to c tis .. remember to listn to e perfect 10 on all requests live frm 12- 4 wif jean danker n chill out ... hahax !!


mybe afterwards i'm gonna catch a movie wif kor .. i'm not even halfway thru studying f&n .. failed mi previous tests .. itz not onllie me .. e res of us oso failed . itz not we nv studie .. itz ms chang is so strict .. she marks according to e ans scheme . n tatz y we FAIL .. so i' ll at least studie f&n .. not like ss , which i totallie dunnoe how to do n ritin like onlie 3 or 4 lines for a test when itz upon 25 , how i going to pass for e few pathetic words i pened + when xiao ai ren marks so strictly too .. i wuld prefer marican .. i thin i wan a switch of teahcers .. y not truth n peace haf xiao ai ren n love n joy haf marican . wuldnt it be great ?? hahax .. shall end here .. tata!!


currently listinin to last thing on my mind -ronan keating n lean rimes

Title: exams stress ( i dun thin so)

11th May '04


mon



ok let me tolk bout mon ..had chem n e maths ..chem was ok lah .. got studie lah but maths .. dun sae lah . i dunnoe how to do e all e coordinate geometry sums .. no idea wat itz tolkin bout .. itz like 6-8 marks lor .. tatz alot ..i wanna get at least 30 for tat paper . durin our break ,i saw sum sicko minded ppl . luckily i bought mi food before he does . was tolkin bout tat sumbodie while i was eatin wif mi classmates . after we finished , we left for our class n he followed us too . saw tat person walk up e stairs in a weird manner n i started sayin : aiyoh , walk oso dunnoe how to walk properly ah .. n junping started sayin : zui hao shi zhou lou ti die dao ah , shuai ler mei you fu ni .. sumthin like tat lah .. he deserves it .. hu ask him at one period of time make mi life difficult for me .. dun thin tat u in discipline com .. u so big ok ! i thin u shuldnt be in it in e 1st place at all .. i'll nv forget wth u haf said to me before .. trust me .. i'll nv forget it! u'll be paid back for yr own coin !! everytime i meet u , i 'll alwaez be so unlucky . so juz get out of mi sight !!

shall sae not anithin more bout tis person .if not i'll get more worked up n i'll start spouting out *rubbish* .i'm sure tat ppl like mich will noe hu i'm tolkin bout .went home , slacked ard , didnt bothered touchin ss . i noe i'll surely fail . i dun c any point to studying it .. at nite i still dare to watch tvee n revise poa . i dun care if xiao ai ren screams at me for failing .
-reallie had no fate to take e same bus as you -


todae

had ss .. e 1st thin i did was to learn ss when i reached class .. las min studyin again .. it was like silly .. thought tat i wuld finsh e whole paper in like 1/2 hr n slp for e res of e 1 hr , but i didnt .. i slpt for onlie 10 min .. n i acutallie wrote more den mi test .. hmm .. i feel so slack for mid yrs .. after skool , went back wif amanda , gen , mich , yiwen n yuting .. den afterwards mich ,yuting ,yiwen n i took 56 to tp . when we were chasing e 56 bus , mich fall .. so emabarrassing .. mich went to look for her mummie while e rest of us went to eat at mac . after eating we tolked for a loong time , manie things like falling aslp while studyin while e nxt momment being refreshed after 2 am.. so funnie . den we went to popular to accommpanie yuting to buy asessments . we spent a long time dere n we oso took poa asessments to studie .. so guai .. aftertat yiwen sae go cd rama for awhile cuz she wanna c e cd she wanted to buy long time ago ler .. so we go lah .. after cing cds .. den we go home .. so here m i blogging . rite now havin a headachenow .so terrible . thin i'm not going to studie geog . so boring ..i thin i betta stop here ..